I've been reading Kathleen Norris' Acedia and Me: A Marriage, Monks, and a Writer's Life.
She talks about the 8 "bad thoughts" identified by monks of the 4th century. According to one of them, Evagrius Ponticus, these are:
- gluttony
- lust
- avarice
- sorrow
- anger
- discouragement
- vainglory
- pride
She focuses on acedia, or "discouragement/apathy". This was subsumed into sadness by Gregory, but she thinks that it deserves it's own place. I can't help but agree.
The wisdom of this strikes me, both of giving acedia it's rightful place, and also as a total structure. At the risk of sounding like a first year psychology student who thinks they have every malady they study, I see myself in all of these things. They really form a matrix, and all point at the same thing - our essential brokenness, which I believe that God would like to heal. All of them separate us from God, which is a good enough definition of sin for me.
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